this is not the best title i could come up with.
Suffering
i woke up at a little after 1 am from semi lucid dreams about how i was marrying some woodland creatures to eachother, but a spider had crawled straight through my head and with its web it was trying to pull my brain out of my right ear. there were yellow and green birds flapping around and they were shaped like the inside of an ear. also, the pain that i felt was green colored. don't ask me why.
so after lying in AGONY for an hour and looking up "what a ruptured eardrum feels like" on google, i got out of bed and popped a couple of tylenol into my system. then it only took another two hours for the drugs to kick in, but as soon as they did this incessant buzzing started in only my right ear.
deciding that considering that i probably wouldn't fall asleep until, maybe, 7 hours later at this point, i got up, ate some food, and tried to fix the roots of my hair.
i bleach my hair pretty severely. seriously, every 4-6 weeks. i try to just stick to the roots at this point 'cause otherwise i end up with yellow roots for about 1.5 inches and the rest of my hair being white. my hair is fried. and probably about 5 inches worth of hair is white anyway. i don't mind it. i actually kind of like it. but when your hair is so tangled and you're dying it yourself a lot of the ends can get mixed up with the roots, even when you're trying NOT to.
all the ends that were white, are now unintentionally grey. my beautician friend says it's "because using an A, NA or V with levels 8-12 with result in color oxidation such as this in order to achieve a lighter less gold blonde that is most common with platinum levels of course."
... of course.
and to top it all off, it's not even 6 am! i'm sure looking forward to the other horrors this day has in store for me.
Gloomy
Defeated
Attraction
